Great, What the hell is become of my family....
Wed, i had nth to do on tt day, and then quek and keith decided to come over for some xbox... so they played and played and played, then my sister started her stupid pms... Ask me to do things cos she wan to use.... I have to do the freakin dirty work while she just enjoy her fuckin butt off... knn la, dun understand the meaning of WAIT ar.. WAIT means i'll do it LATER, knn dunno how to wait isit, nabei throw cds at me, and to think tt was bad, imagine a coke bottle being thrown right into ur face, and to think tt was bad, she went completely berserk, she went to bulldoze quek and my bike, like some retarded person... nabei, then after that, she just whack all my xbox controller and throw in the cupboard, here comes the exciting part... after tt i went check my email, so she decided to off the internet, and then when i was still using the com, she offed the main power of the house.... now tell me, how many NORMAL people would do that? huh? bloody fucker.... spoil everything, tts all u noe how to do... and quek, sry for the scratch ar... well ltr my mother also joined in scold the nite away la... how exciting....
Well, today, suddenly so nice to me, both of the bitches, buy bk for lunch, then my gparents, cousins, mother, sister and me go watch happy feet at tm, it was ok la, quite nice story... damn cute when the fella dance, but what keith say is right, its like a freakin penguin musical... But, it was ok la... then after that came home with my mother, sis went jamming.... so then i played xbox for awhile, also like tt kenna nagged at.... then, my sis came home, then all this shit came.... i was supposed to go out tmr, for dinner after tuition.... everything ok alr lor... then she spoil say must meet her somewhere at 9.30, is like, wth, how to eat dinner and reach there so freakin fast, i superman ar.... spoil the nite alr, but at least tt one can tahan... then, before i was supposed to slp, my mother came in, she said, actually i took leave today and tmr, which since now is alr fri, yst and today... so she said she dun think i will be able to go... cos she wan spend time with the family, like knn la, screw the family, its alr screwed... even if i were home, i would be in my own room doing my own thing not caring a shit about her... Knn la ok, i promised i would be going. now say cannot... how fuckin pissed off can u get... its hurting ok, it really is, for everyone.... why cant i have a normal life, a normal family, normal problems, normal everything... why do i haf unique things, special treatmeant, everything abnormal... i really cannot take this anymore.... i seriously cant, running away sounded so tempting, but then it'll onli make my life worse.... killin myself, dumbest thing to do, why kill ur self over something u can fight back...? so, tts exactly wat im gonna do, im gonna stand tall, confidently, and fucking fight back, but my main weakness is compassion... i really pity them la, one no body else, slp in a big bed but all by herself in her own room, another going retarded brain sot sot one, stupid stupid one.. so, i dunno wat to do, i cant wait to grow up, get out of this fuckin house....
thanks, for believing in me, really, thank u.... and, im sry... i... im really sry, but at this point of time, i dunno wat to do... im at a total lost....
lost.... lost in reality.....
CHOCOLATE ;;
1:06 AM <3